1A
Lying in a darker than black dark room
  
searching for the picture with the comforting 
    smile
  
treasures unfound by less lightbeams of 
    moon
  
smiling back without response, maybe a 
    picture is just a detail of another lie
Counting and doubting about the endless 
    being
  
shruggle-worthy or unworth sight-seeing
  
trying to write down what will translate 
    a legend thad had never exist
  
a spooky old lie made up to be used as 
    conceiling mist
Hollow echo of a frozen cry
  
it's cold shiver, transuding till 
  blood became ice
  
future has failed already, present living 
  is acting a lie
  
falling a sleep and never wake up would 
  be nice